MAKING A CHANGE!!!

My grandpa passed away this morning from lung cancer. I have only met him twice from what I can remember. From what my father told me my grandpa was a great man and that I would have loved to talk to him. With the fact that I lost my grandpa without really getting to know him hurts for so many reason the important one is that I had so many chance to get too know him. So many times I could of call. But I did not WHY? Because I was stuck in my own ways my selfish ways. With the help of the special man in my life and his family they slapped me with reality real quick. I could not understand the constant mistakes that I was making in my life or the reason I felt that the world was against me. It took me the past several months to realize that I am the one to blame. For years I would blame my friends, family, and some days I would question god for everything that "bad" was happening to me and the reality of it all is that they were not even bad they emotional things that I was controlling. Something that I could have easily controlled so much better years ago. Another thing about thinking that i was going through hardship was that there people around me going through way more hardship in life then I was and I turned my head like it was not even there(I admitted I wanted the attention).  But I soon realized that I had created my own world around me, like I could not do no wrong that I did not care how everyone felt. I was SELFISH, NEGATIVE, CARELESS and that only unfold onto myself. All because I felt that know one cared about me. I got what I deserve, but to my family, the people I met through out my life and the special man in my life. You should have never received the treatment that you did I can understand as why a lot of you walked away. I can not erase the past and I can not erase how you view me. But what I can say is that I have realized that I am sorry and with all the foolishness that I was creating I have wasted time, time I can not get back time that you guys can not get back. I have wasted a good portion of my  life begin depress, angry, sad, and mad at the world being emotional, even lying. And I lost moments that I can get back. I dont know if this post would help anyone I feel like for the people who see it are the people who already have their life in order. But I just wanted to posted not to vent but to hope that it help someone that may be going through the same thing. I wish everyone a Happy Holidays to you and your family. GOD BLESS.

TO MY FALCON FANS!!! DO DA DIRTY BIRD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X-UefNmkJmc&sns=fb

SHYONA ROYSTON: CLASS&CONFIDENCE 2k13

Business Women, Model, Actress,"Classy&Confidence" and a Single Mother= Powerful women this is what I think of when I see Shyona Royston in action. She is a business women who is working hard to make her dreams come true, and from what i see she heading in a great direction. I believe that she is a great mentor to many of young girls all over. She shows power and CONFIDENCE while still being CLASSY. Shyona recently launched not only her website but also her 2013 Calender which include beautiful pictures of herself. You can purchase the calender on her website as well as bracelets, and posters signed by Ms. Royston. I love supporting people who  are going for their dreams and really not giving up to make it happen. So go head and check her website out!!! www.missshyona.com

"I always did my own thing....now im about to run this game!!! always been leader...never a follower. Representing class & confidence....2k13 officially own it missshyona.com boom!!!!-Shyona Royston

CHRIS SIMMS OF SIMMS MEDIA HOUSE

Chris is a young entrepreneur from Atlanta, Georgia. I met Chris at Georgia State University in a Art class. Where I learned that he was also being creative outside the art class, instead of drawing, and painting Chris was expressing is love of art behind a lens. Chris is a talented, and a hardworking man and is in love with what he does. He is so into his craft that he quit his job to full put his time and energy into his business. With type of passion I know we will go far, he has already edit, and capture the moments of rap artists one of them being Waka Flocka and Jarvis. I believe that he has taken a good foot forward, and know that you will continue down this road to success.
Here is a Behind the Scenes of Jarvis ft Waka Flocka Coppin the best that was videograph by Chris himself. Click the link below

http://vimeo.com/49708687

MYA IS BACK

Mya has returned to the music scene with her single Mr. Incredible. The song is soulful, and the video is very different from previous videos that Mya has made in the past. I am glad to see her doing her thing.

Home, Sweet Home??

When people think about home they think about its where the heart is. For me it just full of broken hearts, lies. There is a man who his child has only been able to see the back of his heads, and a women who barely can take care of herself, another women who is still trying to figure out where she belongs, a women who stays with a man that is just a child. And a family that holds back about how they about one another a family that smiles in each other faces but is unable to tell each other their feelings. And this is suppose to where my heart is.